IF and the City

I used to feel sad when I watched the episodes with Charlotte failing over and over again while trying to get pregnant. Little did I know that my own attempts would lead me on the same sad journey. We've now passed 4 years in the trenches. 6 failed IVF/ICSI cycles = nothing. Time for something new - donor eggs. Success at last. Now for round 2.

Monday, November 17, 2008

BAD Update

In this gig, apparently from the point of thaw, not hearing anything is what you want.

We got a call at 7am this morning ...

Our embie fused back to 2-cells overnight instead of continuing to divide. Exactly the wrong thing.

Sooo, we now move to thawing another ...

There will be no update from here on in, we will find out how things have gone when we get to the clinic.

Of course Mr. S says all the wrong things - firstly - 'well shouldn't we be waiting overnight again?' and 'it'll all be alright, don't worry'.

Empty meaningless words - why are men SO STUPID????

This is all a sickening flashback to our last cycle - all our embies going nuts ... ugh I have that nauseous, pins and needles feeling that comes with anxiety.



At November 17, 2008 10:37 am , Blogger three minute palaver said...

I'm sorry Sparkle it's going smoothly, but I am still thinking of you and hoping you catch a lucky break.

At November 17, 2008 10:38 am , Blogger three minute palaver said...

sorry, that was supposed to read " not going smoothly". sorry for the typo.

At November 17, 2008 5:59 pm , Blogger Lut C. said...

Yuck, what an awful time to have déjà vu. :-(

Good luck!


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