Kicked Off

Well I've officially kicked off this cycle.

I've been taking provera for the last 6 days, started sniffin' synarel and had my blood test to confirm that this cycle was yet another negative.

Oooh joy the acidic, metallic taste of synarel dripping down the back of my throat at 6am in the morning.

I got to see CFG today and there was no one else looming around. We chatted about what schools she sending her kids too, and she advised me to have a girl - her daughter is not as hard work as her son.

All this allowed me to work up the courage to tell her I thought I might take a break from the herbal teas and only take the supplements for egg quality and acupuncture. Of course, I'd stressed myself out about this conversation, but she completely agreed 'take a break'.

We decided that once I get to the transfer stage (fingers crossed), then I'll start taking the teas again.

D has new a new liver tonic from his new MF-CFG and he's not going to take his teas either (well for the moment).

I had an extended acupuncture session today, and actually managed to fall asleep. I got the works, a needle for headache, needles for sleeplessness and some extra on my feet for I don't remember what.

I left the Fertility House with a lightness I hadn't felt in a long time, and at a price I could afford $58! This is the lowest bill I have ever had.

I think I calculated we will save somewhere around $150 a week by cutting out the teas.

I can't shake the feeling that this cycle will end just like all the others, but before we make other decisions I think we have to give this another shot.

Tomorrow I get to head off to far north queensland and take a break from work, and get relaxed before the business end of this cycle. I just checked the temperatures and it looks like it'll be 31 - 32 degrees for the next week. YAY!

Since this blog is a secret from D, I'll have to sneak away to the internet cafe down the road to check in and write another post.