Ahhh yes about posting
Hello blog, you hideous timeline of my misery.
Yes I have been deliberately ignoring you. I think I am now blaming you for all my failures.
Here's a quick update of what I refused to tell you about about in more detail:
FET
2 embies thawed
3-cell increased to 4-cells and 4-cell increased to 6-cells at time of transfer
2WW ... many symptoms real and/or imagined
F***ing negative
Yes blog, it's all your fault that I am now left without any current chance of providing BabyG with a sibling.
Here I am thinking we are putting ourselves in an ideal position and all goes to sh*t.
Guess what? Star has offered to get onboard again with whatever we want to do.
Well blog, I am yet to decide if I will keep you in the loop. I have much to do, many investigations, lots of decisions to make.
I would, however, welcome any feedback to this current situation.
posted by Sparkle @ 6:05 pm
5 Comments:
I am so so very sorry. I know what you mean about blaming your blog for your failures. I've blamed mine as well for my miscarriages. Seems like every time I post about being pregnant, I lose it. I don't post much AT ALL, but personally I'm going to use mine to vent my frustration. And I'd hate to see you go away for good.
Hi my dear - thanks for your thoughts and sorry to hear the last fet didn't bloody work.
My doc is Mark Livingstone - I love him.
Great that Star is keen to go again... I know what you mean about the blog - I was almost not going to mention my current attempt as well.
I'm sorry to hear you had a negative.
You didn't blog, doesn't that prove the blog is not to blame?
If blogging is no longer helping, then quitting is the thing to do. Not that I would want to encourage you to quit. My curiosity on what happens next is too great.
Are you thinking of turning Star down?
Andi, Thanks so much. Huge coincidence I rang to get an appt. with him yesterday ... nothing till August!!! Big congratulations to you btw.
Lut, I realised my contradictory rationale with my blog ... non-artistic license ;-)
I feel like I'm in a 'blog-void' where I'm not sure who I relate to anymore apart from a few like yourself - where we have shared the journey for so long and are in similar places ... having trouble getting the 2nd. I know 'b-v' non-artistic license again!
Thanks for the betabase info - I have looked at it before but never realised you can click on the actual dpo and see who got what - as it were. DOH!!
It has made me feel a little better.
Funny about Mark - he is worth the wait and his receptionist woman is really lovely and has always put me on a waiting list and a couple of times I have seen him much sooner than appointment.
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